In Distress

One, I see you
Two, I know you
Three, I fall through
Four, I love you

How fast that I have fallen
Even I cannot believe
This spell you have beguiled upon me
Enfolds me slowly in blindness

Five, all seems well
Six, turns out they're not
Seven, your feelings unravel
Eight, my thoughts burn hot

I've heard some things
That shouldn't have reached my ears
So naïve, so foolish, so driven
Born to lose on such games given

Your heart was for another
What did I have anyway, why should you bother?
As my heart fails to ponder
What to do from here on after

Diagnosed with heartache so many times
Surprised that I'm still functioning
Lost temper in myself countless
What the hell in me is wrong?

Saying I don't need one
Truth is, I really want one
Contrast isn't worth shit, I've been told
His feelings were never mine to hold

You'll move on sooner or later
Isn't that what I'm supposed to do?
Lost all hope, lost all mind
Because fuck it baby, I've got myself

-i.t