i am tired of putting too much trusts in humans
bones dried and tongue-tieds
lies
promises
trust
trust
yourself
only trust yourself
people disappoint
the world doesn't care
oh how long it will take
never make a home out of people;
never lay your soul to something that you may lose
i thought i would never lose you
i thought my soul would be irreversible
but watch me now as
i become one wholeness, integrity
that you will surely never get back
so fuck you
fuck those i love yous
you never really loved me at all
if you really did you would have had loved my flaws
but you did not even notice it
because you dont know i love you that much
that i won't let my thorns and broken pieces hurt your beautiful existence
oh but how do i know you wont love them
look what you did to me
if you really did you could have had let it boil in your blood
look what you did to me
if you really did i must have had loved myself even more
look what you did to me
if you really did you could have been waiting
look what you did to me
if you really did you would have had stayed
like i did for you
now look what you did to me
-A.a
